Hi,
What I discovered is: "Birth is easy, death is even easier but what is difficult is LIFE.". Life sucks here. I am frustrated, annoyed and irritated. The vehemence of denial is irresistible and I am unable to endure time. The sense of bondage is killing. But can't help. Thats why life sucks and I want to walk away from it as quick as and as soon as possible. I am helpless. I am unable to help myself. Oh God.....
Any way I am taking a off to go home tomorrow. May be it will heal me a little and rescue me form this unbearable pain. The sole feeling of going home is keeping me alive these days and the sole feeling of my spiritual guides keeps me going. I owe my life, success and anything that is good to them. Will write when come back from home.
Bye
Truly
Abinash
