Thursday, June 28, 2007

A Lie....

And I am asked "What u want me to do?". I would think for a long moment and helplessly more untruthfull answer, what they want to hear and not what I want to speak. I do the same not for I am tired of speaking my desires or I conceal them in me. But speaking what they want to hear would eliminate the need to explain and it would be easier for them to understand. No reproach no condemnation. Just an unwanted approval and resistless acceptance.... may be this is the part I hate most. Thats why I hate it, I hate it all. I hate them, I hate them all. And then serendipitously I would find my thoughts being admired. My thought? But i have not spoken them, they are still unrevealed. I just givewhat they want and I take pride in my thoughts. Then this moment comes heavly repeated over every moment as the time passes at 1 hour per hour speed. I become an aimless fake. And end up being one Lie. A strong desire I hold is to loudly cry.

Truly
Abinash

6 comments:

Diptikanta said...

sorry dada...it bounced over my head...
the reason may be my inability to reach to ur thoughts.....

Bhavna said...

Well. Thats wonderful I must say. Reality bites and so sad how true it is that we live for others who don't even bother to understand us. Any way I am a regular reader of ur blog... keep posting cool stuffs.

Diptikanta said...

the time difference betn ur last post and today is around 1 month....
what the helll !!!!

do post soooooon!!!!!
dont dissapoint ur blog visitors....

Abhipsa said...

its just awesome..no words to say...this is the real fact of life...good keep it up.....and make us realize more facts abt
life....wonderful thinker...

Dev said...

Really nice Boss.....

--xh-- said...

disturbing... but apt for todays world. when world becomes a lie, what best than to live through a lie? i would have been very happy to the label 'fiction' under the post...