Its Strange!

Its strange but its true. You struggle questioning yourself why at all you are feeling low. Why what’s may be the reason. You get few answers from your heart but your brain discards them. No you are a better man, you can’t be that sensitive to feel low for these things, and you are not that fragile. Then you get few answers from your brain. But the heart fires back no that can't be the reason. Is it really something that can hurt you? Have not you known yourself? And feeling low is a part of heart how come brain can answer it?
But satisfied with none you keep longing for something. You ignore the heart and avoid the brain and take refuge in something else may be that is what they call soul in philosophy. You try to cry out but in vain. You try hurting yourself but in vain. You have grown coward these days. You have changed. You have changed than what you were yesterday. Every day you are changing and this change is what you dislike. That is what creates the agony. You deserve it. You struggle to become loner but loneliness is what you are trying to fight! Pity!