How

how some one's smile can bring me tear?
some one's happiness, piercing the heart like a spear.

How it really feels to see the cause of your sorrow
may bring smile to some one tomorrow.

What I flinged as nothing,
it was but some one's everything!

And thats how some one's smile can bring me tear
and you never really understand, cause you were never there!

A morning

A morning, when it starts brings many things with it,
A day, may be sunny,  times its rainy
Bright at times and overcast sometimes.
May brings a hectic overworked target
or it may just becomes a lazy passing day.
It brings good news with it and some bad too.
It brigs friends together and the parting pain as well.
A day brings birth day cakes like it brings empty plates.
Happiness may flow with it, sorrow we must bear too.
Flowers we get many, we must endure a thorn few.
It makes us weak but gives strength for tomorrow
teaches us to smile in deep sorrow.
hearts break with the storm it brings, but true love bond and cling.
A hot day then brings a chilly night, and sweet dreams with it,
it also brings a brighter ray, and we live another day.
A day it may seem, but life is what it makes and reflects
With faith in heart,  lets feel blue
Together with love, lets make us from I and you.

Truly
Abinash

Invisible hope

Why have you been so kind
held my hand and let me shine

standing by my side ever
letting me fall just never

Bigot I was, an ignorant loner
you made me live, a smiler from groaner

Stay by me, hold me tight
I am doomed, let your love make it bright.

Death no stop, life no end
not a moment leave me at this treacherous bend.

Truly
Abinash

N.B. - Somewhere I don't remember the line (Why have you been so kind) I read and then went on to write this poem. I have kept that line thats why cause that line became the igniter.
Thanks to that unknown source which I remember no more for helping me with the first line.

Akela

Dard ko aansu na mili
Manzeel ko raah na mila,
Disha heen parinde ki tarah
bhatakta raha zindagi ka kafeela

Jishm ko rooh na mili
Honthon ko lafz na mila
Behisaab bas badhta gaya
manzeel se mushafir ka faslaa

Aankhon ko khwaab na mile
Khwaabon ko pankh na mila
bas chal pada saath liye
dard, dawa, bechaeni, sukoon akela.

P.S. English script is chosen cause many can understand yet can not read Hindi.

Truly
Abinash

main....

ek sunehra khwab hoon main
kisi khoobsurat baag ka
mehekta gulaab hoon main

kisike dard ki dawa, kisika sabaab,
to kisika saraab hoon main
har lamha har pal behisab hoon main

ek diya, jo khud jal roshan kare har aangan
kisika cheerag hoon main
kisi samma ki aag, kisika noore betaab hoon main

Kisi bechaen dil ka sukoon, kisi tanha ka
saath, kisi ka armaan hoon main.

Waise to bahut naam hain..
kisiki dua, kisiki awaz, kisika wojood hoon main.

Ek hasin lomhon ki daastan, kisiki zindagi hoon main.
ishq, mohabbat, mehfeel, bas nayab hoon main.


P.S. Its in English script as many readers might not be able to read hindi yet understand it.

The mall crowd

Shiney, flashy faces
with dangling, fleshy asses

They flaunt the tag of brand
tight jeans, exposed cleavage meet the demand

dull, dead eyes
racing to grave with silent cries

They flaunt the lies of life
recluse, on deeds they just remorse, they grief.

This is written on the context of the shiny-car-driving, kala chasma clad we-the-rich-with-extra-pounds-to-show people roaming in the glass malls.

Truly
Abinash

Lakshya Ki Talaash mein - Reposted

I had written it on Thursday, October 26, 2006
Dont know why fely like posting it again and here it goes.
Lakshya Ki Talaash mein......
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Ujjwal aasmaan mein,
Ek tim tima ta taara tha,
Use dekh har roz mera dil soche,
Kya ye meri taraf koi ishara thaa,
Yun to taare bahat hai aasman mein,
Par wohi taare pe kyun lage hai man,
Jis din dhake aasma badal se,
Udaasi saa lage ye jiban.

Par yun to ishwar ne banaye hain taare asma ke liye,
Is dharti pe rehke mein unko kya paao ,
Nih sabda swapna se mein kya laon.

Yun to ishwar ne he isara diya,
Taaron ke liye tumhe chunaa hai aasman,
Jaana hai gagan k us paar aur banana hai pehchaan.
Tabhi mein samjha kya woh ishara thaa ,
Jo mere liye ek tim tima ta tara tha.
Ab manjil ki he samajh mujhko, jana hai bahat duur,
Us aasman ko chuonga mein , gagan k par bhi jaaunga mein.
Ab raste ki hai pehchaan mujh ko, jo bhram mein gaya tha bhool.

Ab apni khud ki samajh hai mujh ko, jise samjha tha meine dhool.
Pakad hai majboot abhi, lakshya nishaane par,
Bas dekhna hai dum hai mujhmein kitna wahan pahanch pane par.
Ishwar ki is prakruti ne sikhaya bahat kuch hai,
Ab dekhna hai meine sikha kya hai?

Jis lakshya ke liye hai janm mera, ushe safal prabal kar jaana hai mujhe,
Bahak gaya tha taare ko dekh kar, ki har subah ek ujjal suraj bhi hai.

मौत आती है पर नहीं आती

कोई उम्‌मीद बर नहीं आती
कोई सूरत नज़र नहीं आती

मौत का एक दिन मु`अय्‌यन है
नींद क्‌यूं रात भर नहीं आती

क्‌यूं न चीख़ूं कि याद कर्‌ते हैं
मिरी आवाज़ गर नहीं आती

हम वहां हैं जहां से हम को भी
कुछ हमारी ख़बर नहीं आती

मर्‌ते हैं आर्‌ज़ू में मर्‌ने की
मौत आती है पर नहीं आती

क`बे किस मुंह से जाओगे ग़ालिब
शर्‌म तुम को मगर नहीं आती

* Courtesy The Legendary Mirza Galib

Living free somewhere

I had written it long back. Posted it today :)
So may not be upto the standard still, I thought it deserves a publication.

Don't search for me here,
I have abandoned this place.

Don't look for me in your memory,
I live there no more.

I have divorced life, I have cheated death,
Love for me no more, I am free somewhere.

Longing to be loved, seen and admired
I quited this earth to pursue my desire.

Its no heaven here, nor its any hell,
I don't know what makes them different
But yeah it has innocent wind, shining days and starry nights.

Yeah, the gods don't stay here, I live alone,
with my dreams pursued, life cherished and a sedated soul.

My soul laughs at me, laughs also my shadow,
But who cares them, I am living free somewhere.

Truly
Abinash