My fiRsT lOvE lEtTeR !!!!

This is just to tell u that I love you! I am weak at something called emotion so may it be considered as an emotional or emotionless letter; up to the reader.
This proposal of love is not about growing dependent on each other but to be independent of everything. This is a proposal to found a relation which can grow beyond the social understanding to come out as an eternal philosophy. I don’t know if u like me or not or lets say if u love me or not but your acceptance wont please me and your rejection wont hurt me for regardless of your decision the fact that I love you stands like an iron wall unaltered. But certainly your positive acknowledgement would re-enforce my act with satisfaction and can be a fuel for my life. I don’t want you to act for me in my failure there is no point in growing parasite.... but of course I need some one who is always there at the other side of the tunnel to welcome me into the world of light. I need you desperately! Our love will not be limited to the generic meaning.... but it will rise to an unprecedented height where we can serve a common purpose in the path called life. This will lay foundation to an everlasting faith and will where we can take pain as pleasure and flank these materialistic limitations.
I love you because you r the only one who can understand my priorities let me understand yours. I love you because you r the only one who can play life and you r the only one who can understand this letter.

Love you ever!

Abinash……..!!!!

Just none

I move then I stop... I stop then I see.... I see then I hear..... I hear then I speak.... I speak then act..... I act then its LIFE!!




All my deeds r absurd. All my needs r nonsense. All I think is crap. All I say is nuts. Still I m not crazy.... still I m not crazy.


The judgement for any of my act of being practical depends on what I wish to practice!!!!

.................... By Abinash Sarangi.

A bad writing

Chi!!!! The below written article "Love way......" stinks. Its so badly written. eehi... I never liked it. When started I had something else in mind but I finished up with something else! I m always weak at these love theories...!!!! I don't know why may be because no ome loves me the love way!

The Love Way....

It was yesterday while getting back to home from office in the cool and comfortable cab I started thinking about these songs. Music is eternal and one of the greatest gifts of nature. Now thats what natural music is.... then comes the music we usually here. Its the hindi movie/pop songs and also the english rocks/jazz/ mild rock ... etc. How ever if any one peep into the lyrics of all these songs then can find out these music has nothing but love theme in common.
Who ever may be the singer what ever may be the intension ... the basic build up is the same love theme. We all accept music is an integral part of like.... again life is an integral part of society. If love becomes not an integral part but everything of music is it not implicit that love also becomes more than an integral part of life and society!! But we all accept it in different ways. We never try to find the root meaning of love ..... we just revolve around a (if fortunate) good looking or smart or attractive person of the opposite sex saying," I love you!". Is that love? Nah probably. Now if u say we do maore than just saying it, I would ask what? And many comes up with the answers ," we care for each other, we live and die for each other we always try to be happy and again we always help each other in need and above all we love ." But then something blows a fight on it. Keeping happy is with in u. Its the weapon and strength of the brave. The motto of life is "Eternal moral happiness.." And u can't get that by just making love. Love is just the way to the targer and all the described attributes of love r just the trees and attractive decorations that come along the way but we never move forward once we get on the road. But in reality leverage love to achieve the targets. Love each others dreams. Understanding each others requirements and believe in the beauty of each others dream.
Well it has been a boring writing any way.......

Me too lazy.....

Its around 3:00 A.M. in the morning or dawn u can say that I m writing it. Well now my lazyness took over and I will write it tomorrow... sorry!!!! But I will some good stuff tomorrow. Certainly.

At last I got my first break through.....

Today I got my first ever job with a nice company which deals with financial management softwares and has a very nice work culture. I was selected as a software engineer there. Its just feels so good I just can't express. I will b trained in either C#.NET + Oracle or MAINFRAME. Its really amazing..... and definitely I will work committedly to the fullest of my ability. Earlier in the BSW Soft I got back from the GD with out speaking a word just because I did not like them and there was some mismatch. But then I understood actually it was my individualistic approach that compelled me to do so. How ever its the start of what I deam of. I need to work harder ..... with no rest.... for just now I got the bus earlier had missed. This is like a never before chance to make a sound come back to the warfield of life with sofisticated armors. I can't afford to miss the timing again.. i need to be proactive enough and act like a real me now.....
Cheerio
Abinash

.........................Its Blank.........................

hhhmm.... So? I was supposed to be the champion but I settled happyly with a runner up. I was supposed to run but prefered walking. I was supposed to act but I only reacted. I was suppoed speak but I kept quite. I was suppoed to be present but I was absent. I was supposed to be colourful but I liked to be binary.
But now I m expected to be asleep but I like staying awake. Now I m expected to be dormant but I like to be active. Now I m expected to end up last but I would start first and end up unbeaten. Now I m expected to give up but that is when I gripp up. Now I m expected not to be me........ but that is when I have gained the truest of my form.

A kash ke hum........

Yun to chal pade the rah par akele...
Jindagi kosang lekar, bas ek rehgujar bankar...
Rah mein mile hum unse......
woh to chal diye jingagi ka matlab samjhakar....
par hum na bhulenge jabtak rahega dum....
Bas kehte hain ab "a kash ke hum..."