Friday, March 27, 2009

Thodi der

Thodi der. How long could thodi der be? One hour? two hour? may be a whole day; eh? But its been infinite at time. A thodi der that never comes ever. The clocks show the exact same time twice, thrice, and several times more but the thodi der never turns up. And you can't do anything about it. You dont master time, you dont master the promiser. You do master yourself and and do just that. Anticipations die out. a false assurance creeps in. A assurance which seems just timely false. You know it now and you knew it then too. But you srive yourself to believe that assurance. It gives pleasure. Its what you want.
And the time dies out.

Truly
Abinash

2 comments:

WritingsForLife said...

oh i feel you... totally.
been there... "experienced" that.
Sigh.

Jem said...

Think positively..that "thodi der" makes u feel her presence every second.And once "thodi der" is over,the happiness that u get is precious:)