Sunday, March 30, 2008

Fighting a loosing battle

I am not what I seem.
I am nothing but a dream.


I have changed awfully. I loosing on my courage. There was a time I used to be dangerously courageous. I would be afraid of nothing, no death could frighten me. I have changed and the only thing I am worried and I am sad about is I am loosing on my courage. I am afraid at time. I am growing lazy, that comes 2nd worry. I at times imitate others thats the 3rd worry. But still.... its good I have realized the problem early (or may be late) so that I can work on them. Wish me luck, wish me the grace of God.

Truly
Abinash

11 comments:

Unknown said...

ur worried that ur becoming lazy???? :O :)) Come onnnnn it's jusst another phase n life! And nobody worries being lazy except ofcourse when u have a nagging mom, GF or a wife!

So chill! :D

abinash said...

Nandini: How about when you have a nagging self?

Unknown said...

:P I don't nag myself for being lazy!!! Atleast i don't nag myself for that.. :P :P

abinash said...

Nandini: Thats pretty wonderful. But something is there which too overwhelming to refrain myself from. And at times I love this too. But still may be u can help me in supressing this nagging self. What say?

Unknown said...

Oh sure.. I'll constantly remind u be lazy! Hows that for a start!

abinash said...

Nandini: aaha. That would be good but for that u must what all things I am lazy at? ;) How would u do that.

Lakshmi said...

Wishing you all that you need in your life :) good luck dude..

btw, a small correction if you would not mind. Its not "loosing on my courage" but its "losing on my courage" ..Hope you wont mind me correcting it.. Cheers!

abinash said...

Lakshmi: Yeah Correct. Thanks for the correction. And Thanks for the wishes too.

Arun Dash said...

Hey Abinash: Here’s a nice quote that may give you some kind of relief – ‘Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow.’ (Mary Anne Radmacher) So, hold on till tomorrow. Keep writing.

--xh-- said...

hey abhi, whrz the guy whom i know? man, phases like this will coem and pass.. and lazy - well, for a change, try to be busy gettig lazy... itz high time u do some creative excersise for ur greay cells... thn all this cowwebs will go away...

abinash said...

Anoop: yeah da. Phases will come and go but the in between stuff is painful. Anyway I will take ur point and involve in some innovative stuffs . thanks da.

Arru: Thanks yaar. I mean the quote is really nice and encouraging. But given my philosophy of life "don't wait till tomorrow, I need the guts today. :)".